July 20, 2015

You Can Never Have Too Many Notebooks

I have this little obsession with notebooks... It's kind of a writer thing, I suppose. But I have a thing for really pretty, fanciful notebooks. 


My favorite Paris notebook.
I actually have two of this one. My friend, Hannah, gifted me one, and my former roomie, Elise, gifted me the other. One is full and the other is half full.

I found the company that makes my beloved Paris notebook, and they have TONS of other options. And I basically want to own them all.

These are some of my other favorites:

"Ideas" notebook "Reading" notebook
New York notebook

"Adventure" notebook "Open Road" notebook

And this is the notebook my Secret Sister sent in the first package. It's absolutely gorgeous. I haven't written in it yet - partly because I'm still using the second Paris notebook and partly because I want to leave it blank for as long as possible.


Do you love pretty notebooks, too? Are you ever reluctant to write in them? I am - only because I don't want to mar the clean, blank pages. (But I eventually get over that when I have a great story idea.) If you're a writer, do you have any other obsessions - maybe cool pens, or writing apps, or something else?

July 19, 2015

Sunday Street Team: Shanna Swendson Guest Post


The Author

Shanna Swendson

Shanna Swendson is the author of the popular adult romantic fantasy series, Enchanted, Inc. Rebel Mechanics is her first novel for young adults. She lives in Irving, Texas.

The Book

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Rebel Mechanics by Shanna Swendson

A sixteen-year-old governess becomes a spy in this alternative U.S. history where the British control with magic and the colonists rebel by inventing.

It’s 1888, and sixteen-year-old Verity Newton lands a job in New York as a governess to a wealthy leading family—but she quickly learns that the family has big secrets. Magisters have always ruled the colonies, but now an underground society of mechanics and engineers are developing non-magical sources of power via steam engines that they hope will help them gain freedom from British rule. The family Verity works for is magister—but it seems like the children's young guardian uncle is sympathetic to the rebel cause. As Verity falls for a charming rebel inventor and agrees to become a spy, she also becomes more and more enmeshed in the magister family’s life. She soon realizes she’s uniquely positioned to advance the cause—but to do so, she’ll have to reveal her own dangerous secret.

The Guest Post - On Governesses in the 19th Century

Ever since I was about ten or eleven and read a condensed "children's" version of Jane Eyre, I've loved stories about governesses, and I don't seem to be alone, as this is a popular literary trope. You see it throughout romance novels and children's books like Mary Poppins (though I suppose Mary was technically considered a nanny rather than a governess, since she didn't seem to teach lessons).

Why are governess stories so popular? It may have something to do with the constraints on women during the Victorian era. A well-born young woman didn't have a lot of career options. She was usually expected to marry well, and that was about it. If a woman didn't marry, and if she didn't have family money to support her, she was fairly limited in what she could do to support herself. Being a governess was one of the few acceptable ways for a genteel young lady to maintain some form of social status and earn a living. In a novel, this allows a heroine to come about as close as possible for that era to being an independent career girl, and yet she's moving in high social circles that may bring her around movers and shakers.

I'm sure that the job wasn't nearly as romantic in real life as it is in books. There wouldn't have been too many mad wives to find in the attic, ghosts to fight off, secret schemes to uncover, or sexy widowed or bachelor employers to fall in love with. A governess wasn't strictly a servant, so she wouldn't have associated with the servants belowstairs, but she wasn't a member of the household or a peer to her employers. That in-between status must have been very lonely, with only the children for companionship. If a governess wanted to get married, she likely wouldn't have had a lot of options for meeting men, and getting married would mean losing her position. The position could also be rather precarious, as being dismissed could make it difficult to find another job, and she could be dismissed for resisting her employer's advances or for being too attractive for her employer's wife's comfort, and there weren't any sexual harassment lawsuits in those days.

That in-between status is good material for stories. In Rebel Mechanics, my heroine Verity finds herself caught in between a lot of different things -- in between the upper and lower classes and between the magical magisters and the Rebel Mechanics. Being in-between, not servant, not family, in her job fits right in with that. She's in an unusual household in that she is treated like a friend and family member, but she still worries about how precarious her position is, if her activities might put her job at risk, and she knows that she's not truly a family member. Is she really a friend? She'll have to figure that out ...

The Giveaway

July 17, 2015

Awkwordly Emma's Fourth Blogoversary: Divergent Meets One Direction

I hear the word 'four' and two things instantly come to mind: the character from Divergent and One Direction's latest album. I'm pretty sure this is, like, the one number I cannot relate to Taylor Swift. Wait...


Knew I'd find a way.

Anyways... let's get the serious stuff out of the way first.
Thank you so much to everyone who takes the time to read one of my blog posts, especially if you comment. You've kept Awkwordly Emma going for four years now! Thank you to the authors who I've done interviews with so far this year (Moriah McStay, Jenn Marie Thorne, Martha Brockenbrough, Anne Blankman, Tara Dairman, and Katie M. Stout). Thank you to the publishers who have sent me ARCs and thanks, as always, to Read Between the Lynes. I already miss having an indie bookstore just down the street. Now I have to drive so far just to reach Barnes & Noble, and they do not compare. Thank you to my friends in the blogger community; I won't name names because I'll inevitably forget someone but I'm so grateful to all of you for your advice, friendship, and mutual love of books.

Now, for the fun...


First, I'm going to list my favorite songs off of Four! In no particular order...
"18"
"Where Do Broken Hearts Go"
"Fireproof"
"Clouds"
"Illusion"

And now for Divergent...

(a.k.a., can't believe I've been blogging for four years)


(these two gifs are how I feel about every new thing I have to do)

(And mandatory Four)

And now...a giveaway!
The first prize winner will get their choice of one of my favorite books of 2015 (I'll email you the list if you win). (Open internationally, as long as The Book Depository ships to you.)
The second prize winner will get some of my extra book swag (I have a lot). (This winner must be US only just so I can save on postage.)
As always, I will be checking entries, so no cheating!
May the odds be ever in your favor!


July 16, 2015

Review: Lois Lane: Fallout

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Lois Lane: Fallout by Gwenda Bond
Grade: B+
Summary: Lois Lane is starting a new life in Metropolis. An Army brat, Lois has lived all over—and seen all kinds of things. (Some of them defy explanation, like the near-disaster she witnessed in Kansas in the middle of one night.) But now her family is putting down roots in the big city, and Lois is determined to fit in. Stay quiet. Fly straight. As soon as she steps into her new high school, though, she can see it won’t be that easy. A group known as the Warheads is making life miserable for another girl at school. They’re messing with her mind, somehow, via the high-tech immersive videogame they all play. Not cool. Armed with her wit and her new snazzy job as a reporter, Lois has her sights set on solving this mystery. But sometimes it’s all a bit much. Thank goodness for her maybe-more-than-a friend, a guy she knows only by his screenname, SmallvilleGuy. 

The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly: It's no secret that I'm a fan of superheroes, particularly female ones. I'm more of a Marvel person, but when I heard there was going to be a book about a teenage Lois Lane, I knew I had to read it. I loved the characterization in Fallout. Readers will get to know Lois well, along with several of the friends she makes at East Metropolis High - Anavi, Devin, Maddie, and James. The latter three work with Lois at a teen start-up paper run by The Daily Planet; it's called The Daily Scoop. Perry White asks Lois to join the team after he sees her stand up for another girl at East Metropolis on Lois's very first day. Lois is a girl who seems to constantly thirst for knowledge, the truth, and justice. She has reporter instincts, and she's very passionate about standing up for those who have been wronged. I would've liked a little more build for her relationship with her parents. It's easy to tell she doesn't get along with her dad very well, and her relationship starts to develop with her sister, Lucy, but I wanted more of the Lane family.
But what's really fun in Fallout are the references to Superman. As mentioned in the synopsis, she's been chatting online with a super secretive guy that she knows only as SmallvilleGuy. Readers will know this is Clark Kent, but Lois doesn't. There are a few Easter eggs to his identity that made me laugh, and I love where their friendship went in this book. There's hints of romance but since he's keeping a big secret from her and their relationship is strictly online, a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship can't really develop. 
The one thing that held me back from completely loving Fallout was the plot revolving around the gamers (which, admittedly, is most of the book). I'm not really into video games and extreme technology, so those parts threw me a bit. But I enjoyed how the plot formed The Daily Scoop writers into a team. 
Mild language and some violence are the worst of "the ugly."

The Verdict: Can't wait for more!

Will I be adding this book to my library?: Already have.

July 15, 2015

Don't Go Breaking My Heart

We all have those genres we absolutely love. My favorites are contemporary, historical fiction, and fantasy. But often, my favorites are the ones that let me down. Some of the books I've rated the lowest are contemporary or fantasy.

So I always have this constant fear that my favorite genre will let me down. Every time I pick up a new YA contemporary, historical fic, or fantasy novel, this is me:


And the book always answers back, "I couldn't if I tried." (And then I picture Hugh Dancy in Ella Enchanted singing that line.)

But then there's always that book like, say, Starry Night or Love, Lucas or Black Dove, White Raven, that lets me down and disappoints me. I start to worry if I don't like my favorite genres anymore. My heart starts to feel crushed.


So has your favorite genre ever let you down? Do you seem to encounter more books you dislike in your favorite genre? Let's discuss!

July 14, 2015

Top Ten Tuesday: Books I've Bought


While the topic on the TTT page was a bit broader (books that have come into my possession), I knew it would be easier if I narrowed it down just to books I've bought. So here are the last ten books I've bought.

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1. Anne of Avonlea by L.M. Montgomery

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2. The Promise of Amazing by Robin Constantine

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3. The Fixer by Jennifer Lynn Barnes

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4. Emmy & Oliver by Robin Benway

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5. Lois Lane: Fallout by Gwenda Bond

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6. The Revenge Playbook by Rachael Allen

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7. Murder Is Bad Manners by Robin Stevens

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8. Every Last Word by Tamara Ireland Stone

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9. Lion Heart by A.C. Gaughen

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10. Devoted by Jennifer Mathieu

July 13, 2015

Review: Don't Ever Change

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Don't Ever Change by M. Beth Bloom
Grade: D-
An ARC was provided by Meghann at Becoming Books in exchange for an honest review.
Summary: Sometimes the only way to learn about yourself is to try to change everything about you.

Eva has always wanted to write a modern classic—one that actually appeals to her generation. The only problem is that she’s starting to realize she can’t “write what she knows” because she hasn’t really lived. So the summer before heading off to college, Eva is determined to live a life worth writing about.

But soon Eva’s story starts to go in unexpected directions, like growing apart from her best friends, working at a job she is completely unqualified for, and even falling for the last person she would have ever imagined. Like anyone, though, it will be up to Eva to figure out how she wants this particular chapter in her story to end.

Review: I'm a writer. I love to read books about writers because it's like reading the story of a kindred spirit. But when that writer is Eva Kramer, well...the book isn't quite so enjoyable.

Don't Ever Change was such a YA cliche, that I'm still not even sure if it was serious or satirical. Now don't get me wrong - certain YA tropes can work quite well...but not all together and not like this. Eva seemed like she was supposed to be unlikable. She was snobby, pretentious, and judgmental. Now, if a character can mature and grow out of those bad behaviors realistically than I'll accept them. But Eva becomes downright detestable. She takes a job as a day camp counselor as a life experience for her writing. Consequently, she abandons her campers way too often and doesn't actually seem to engage with them much. It was almost like the job was a joke to her. She treated her friends like they existed only for her convenience, calling them up when she wanted something and not really caring about their lives. Eva strung guys along and her relationships with all of them were weird. Foster, the guy she knew from high school and who got her the job at the camp, summed it up pretty well when he said she just wanted experiences to write in a book.

And then, overall, not much happened in Don't Ever Change. Eva was mostly just gathering life experiences (and ones that I think wouldn't make a great book at that) and making bad choices. Don't Ever Change is honestly a miss. (Also, as a side note, I'm pretty sure most teenagers don't text like that anymore. The ones I text don't use excessive abbreviations.)

July 12, 2015

Rewind & Review #41

Rewind & Review

If you read a couple of my posts from the last few weeks, you'll know I'm officially in Virginia! We almost thought we weren't going to be getting the house because of some issues with the sellers, but that's still going through. We aren't moving in until after the closing on July 20, so we're currently living at my BFF's house. Her family has been very gracious to put up with house guests for three weeks. It's been interesting, settling in. We've had to go out and look at furniture a lot, and there have been a lot of people who I don't really remember (but my parents do). I'm starting to get a feel for where roads around here go, so I'm hoping my parents will let me drive more soon (I drove us home from church last Sunday but that's been it so far). My summer class is finally over, so I hope to do a lot of writing in the next few weeks until we unpack...and then I have to pack up again for my second year at college.

Books I Won/Traded for/was Gifted
17 First Kisses by Rachael Allen (via trade)

Books I Bought
Lois Lane: Fallout by Gwenda Bond
Emmy & Oliver by Robin Benway
The Fixer by Jennifer Lynn Barnes
Anne of Avonlea by L.M. Montgomery
The Promise of Amazing by Robin Constantine

Books I Read
Nearly Found by Elle Cosimano (3 stars)
Insurgent by Veronica Roth (reread)
The Start of Me and You by Emery Lord (reread)
The Revenge Playbook by Rachael Allen (4 stars)
Murder Is Bad Manners by Robin Stevens (4 stars)
Don't Fail Me Now by Una LaMarche (4 stars)
Lois Lane: Fallout by Gwenda Bond (4 stars)
Bright Lights, Dark Nights by Stephen Emond
Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins (reread)
Emmy & Oliver by Robin Benway (4 stars)
Lola and the Boy Next Door by Stephanie Perkins (reread)
Isla and the Happily Ever After by Stephanie Perkins (reread)
A Whole New World by Liz Braswell
P.S. I Still Love You by Jenny Han (reread)
Ophelia by Lisa Klein (3 stars)
The Fixer by Jennifer Lynn Barnes (reread)
The Promise of Amazing by Robin Constantine (3 stars)
The Jazzman's Trumpet by Elizabeth Cody Kimmel (3 stars)

Blog Posts You Might've Missed
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   (From 7/5-7/11)
Upcoming Blog Posts in the Next Few Weeks (subject to change)
  • Review: Don't Ever Change by M. Beth Bloom
  • Top Ten Tuesday: Books I've Acquired
  • Don't Go Breaking My Heart
  • Review: Lois Lane: Fallout by Gwenda Bond
  • Awkwordly Emma's Fourth Blogoversary
  • Sunday Street Team: Shanna Swendson Guest Post
  • You Can Never Have Too Many Notebooks
  • Top Ten Tuesday: Books With Diverse Characters
  • Title Trends
  • Random Friday: More Hairstyles
  • From the Bookshelf to the Kitchen: Chai Sugar Cookies

July 11, 2015

Are You Reading Diverse Books?

As the need for diverse books continues to be a hot topic, I realized I could do my part by talking about them more. So, for starters, I've got a poll for y'all. If you could fill this out and spread the word, that would be wonderful! I'll probably leave it open for a couple weeks.


July 10, 2015

Random Friday: Fun Facts About Me


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1. My due date was July 10th, but I wasn't born until nearly a week later because, as my mom puts it, "I was quite comfortable and didn't feel like changing things." Story of my life.

2. I want to collect French editions of several of my favorite YA books.

3. I often forget how short I am unless I'm talking to someone very tall or I look at pictures of myself with average-sized or tall people.

4. I hate bugs and therefore do not participate in many outdoor activities or go outside unless I have to.

5. I spend a surprising amount of time trying to convince my friends they should come to Asbury (and not just to visit me).

6. I work at my university's athletic center, even though I'm not athletic in the slightest.

7. I wish I could draw. And sing. And dance.

8. When I'm a published author and (hopefully) going on tour, I will try to convince my publisher to let me make stops in Virginia, Kentucky, and Illinois.

9. There are a lot of hyped books I dislike.

10. Whenever my friends say, "I was so tan!" or "I'm so tan!" I like to respond with, "I'm so pale!"

11. While I love most of the songs from 1989, my recent fave that I can't stop listening to is "Out Of The Woods."

12. I have vague loyalty to the Chicago Cubs only because my father would disown me if I didn't.

13. I want to dress up as Kestrel from The Winner's Curse for Halloween some year.

14. I never eat my cereal with milk.

15. I want to get married in winter, solely so I can wear a cloak.

16. Thanks to my art history prof, I never want to see another Renaissance painting as long as I live.

So that's 16 very random (and hopefully) fun facts about me. Share some facts about you in a blog post or in the comments below, please!